Everyday things get just a little bit harder. It feels like I'm being dared by the universe to keep going. I've given up on the big things-- having a partner, being close to my family, having a friend, being happy. Now I can't sleep, my cats are sick and need more medication and care, my own physical health is failing. Everyday is harder and every day I'm more tired. I so much want to let go. I'm just so tired. Is there anyone who can talk to me for awhile?