They say "if you seek, you shall find". I've been wanting to seek for a while but I've been scared to because I am such a cynic and have always lived a life of sin. But not anymore, I'm not scared to say I want to find God, and from today onwards I want to say I am avidly seeking... A new friend gave me some insight into what I thought was a bad thing. Having a relationship with God. But she actually made me see things clearer than I ever have before, the glass is still a little hazy though.