I become suicidal every few months. This time I really want to go. I'm a wimp, I've tried to kill myself before and failed. <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. I work in mental health, well I did. I'm currently jobless and feel worthless. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they may want me to go on anti depressants or a section. I want to OD on xxxx. Just need to research which ones that can sedate me so I don't wake up. Then I need to give my things away. I have no money so that doesn't matter. I feel so alone, thats why I came here.