I hate this world. Today, I found out that a good former good friend of mine has spread rumors that I'm gay because I recently broke up with a girlfriend. I would like that person to be punished for his sins and see what it's like to be me. Someone who all of you and everyone else in this world begrudges for having anything. All I am to everyone is the burden dump, who, as long as I'm here to suffer and take everyone's crap it's okay. God and everyone else takes great joy at seeing me in pain. I hate this world and everyone in it and wish all of you could feel my pain.