Fuck you Wells Fargo and fucking me over with my credit card. I fucking need it right now. :depressed I just want to go away by myself for a few day. I just want to go to the airport an hope on a plane. Just go up to an airline and say, what do you have leaving in the next 2 hours. :cry: I just do not want to be here anymore. I want to be as far away from this state As I fucking miserable here. I just want to go away and vanish. If Only for a few days. But I can't, I am stuck here with no money. I fucked up my finances so I cannot even drive to a small city. For a few days...... just a few days to be away from everything. EVERYTHING I go out and be someone else. Fuck I do not have to be someone else... I could just lie in a bed and be miserable away from this misery. I hate this... I just wänt to stop feeling... I fucking hate having so many commitments... I cannot vanish without raising a few eyes... without being interrogated. I should just suffocate myself.