I Want To Run, But Can't

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Forgotten_Man, Sep 28, 2010.

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  1. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Fuck you Wells Fargo and fucking me over with my credit card. I fucking need it right now. :depressed I just want to go away by myself for a few day. I just want to go to the airport an hope on a plane. Just go up to an airline and say, what do you have leaving in the next 2 hours. :cry: I just do not want to be here anymore. I want to be as far away from this state As I fucking miserable here. I just want to go away and vanish. If Only for a few days. But I can't, I am stuck here with no money. I fucked up my finances so I cannot even drive to a small city. For a few days...... just a few days to be away from everything. EVERYTHING I go out and be someone else. Fuck I do not have to be someone else... I could just lie in a bed and be miserable away from this misery.

    I hate this... I just wänt to stop feeling... I fucking hate having so many commitments... I cannot vanish without raising a few eyes... without being interrogated. I should just suffocate myself.
     
  2. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    I read this and it is EXACTLY what is happening to me. Its fucking awfull! Im so sorry your in this situation too. All I can offer is a shoulder and a :hug: as if I had answers, I wouldnt be in this situation either. :hug: x
     
  3. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    Wish i could just grab you and anyone else, and lets head down to the island. We will go to the state park side...no tourists there, not a soul. warm white sand, awesome water.

    I missed my trip this year...should have gone. I committed myself to other things. UGH.

    **hugs**
     
  4. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    id offer to swap places but my finances are fucked up too thanks natwest,thanks taxman,thanks life...im with you forgotten man fuck em!!!!
     
  5. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Thanks I think if I had a shoulder near by me... I would be a little better.

    I wish I could find a place like that. No one around, just hidden from everyone and everything. So I can do anything.
     
  6. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    FM :console:

    ***hugs***
     
  7. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    :hug: thanks Kali... I wish I had my passport I would take a vacation to another country... that is how bad and How far I want to get away...

    I need to stop reading depressing manga.
     
  8. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    I'm unfamiliar with manga and most television.

    generally helps me when i go away...far away. might be good if you can find a way to do this :console: If i could stand up, i might go somewhere. figure if i can't even walk, driving is out of the question :sad:

    ***hugs***
     
  9. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    Well im here for you hunny x
     
  10. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    I wish you could get away too. :( I hope you not being able to walk is not a permanent thing.

    Thanks hun... I am at a lose for words now.. I just want to be held by someone. Just throw myself into their. Arms and lie there.
     
  11. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I don't have any advice FM just wanted you to know I hear you....
    :arms:
     
  12. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    @IV2101Thanks hun :hug:... for some reason I posted my feelings on facebook... now my siblings are worried. It is not really something that advice can be given on.
     
  13. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I hope your sibblings can offer some support now they've seen how you feel...
     
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