I really do want to be able to smile again! I want to do it so badly- but whenever I think that I may be able to smile again, I start to cry. >< It might sound dumb-- but I've been watching a show today that's about a girl who can't smile and she looks depressed all the time and people are afraid of her-- but she learns to smile and makes friends... I wish it were as easy as she makes it look. -____- I keep a photo of myself when I was younger- holding onto one of my cat's as a kitten, and I look so happy in the picture. A genuine smile. I want that back.