It worked for a week. Just imagining my friend, who has become disgusted by food all the time. And I feel selfish for trying to emulate her, who is actually going through crazy shit with her mother. But she doesn't try; her stomach has been literally opposed to food for the past few months. I did that and it worked. But this week, I've been failing so miserably. I want to stop eating so much, I don't want to get fat and I haven't the motivation to exercise other than taking walks. I'm so annoyed with my self and my body. These are the little things that people find so off putting; the gross hair, the protruding stomach, and the inability to control their eating. I hate myself for still thinking this way, but I really need to just stop. My mom doesn't help much either, but I feel guilty for throwing away her food. Can someone please tell me how to stop eating so much?