I Want To! **trigger**

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by StarFish, Nov 19, 2006.

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  1. StarFish

    StarFish Guest

    I haven't cut in so long. I promised my husband. I promised myself. But I want to...I want to decimate myself, slash, cut, punish, scream, punch, scratch, destroy...I'm sorry I know this is really triggering. I want to scream...to @##%&ing swear to pound my head against the wall.

    No no no no no, I probaqbly shouldn't be writing this at all. My Husband is reading bed time stories to the kids. I feel so guilty I could shrivel up. Oh God, Oh God. It hurts...
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Star it's anger turned inwards...read my reply to your other post.

    Deep breaths hun and think of your loved ones. :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
  3. wienerman

    wienerman Guest

    :hug: :hug: :hug:

    please take care of yourself, even the best of us get like that sometimes
  4. StarFish

    StarFish Guest

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