Greetings and salutations! My birth-name is "Christian", but I'd prefer to be addressed as "Night." To introduce myself, I would like to begin by further describing my situation : At the time of typing this, I am : Male / 20 years of age / 168cm / 49Kg. I am a middle-school dropout, and I am currently unemployed. I am currently not undergoing any form of education, nor am I actively seeking a job. I am a tinnitus sufferer, and I first developed the symptom when I was 13. I was not aware of the identity of the symptom until two years later, and the severity of my tinnitus has significantly worsened since then. I have been diagnosed with ADD, ADHD, extreme cases of OCD, and Asperger syndrome. I am not properly managing my hygiene or maintaining my health, my oral health is particularly problematic. I reside within a house among three other individuals, as well as three animals. I seldom leave the house, primarily to partake in grocery-shipping or to visit a few friends. I cannot drive, nor do I possess a driving license. I do not own a cellphone, or any other type of mobile communications device. I suffer from a gender complex, though I will discuss that further in the proper forum. I am currently single, and I am strictly avoiding any form of relationship. I am currently not under any medication (I REFUSE to take most types of medication) , and I am not receiving therapy. I have joined this support forum as a means of obtaining insight and support, I hope I may able to benefit and assist the respective community as well. Having failed an attempted suicide last year in July ( I will spare the details for now) I am not actively contemplating suicide, although I trigger quite easily / frequently. My avatar is based off of the character "Momiji Noda" from the Manga "Cat Street." Thank you for reading, pleasure to meet you!