I want to die. I just.. I don't know, it's like i'm not in me anymore, all that's left is the broken peices of me, it's be better if I was dead. I am a bad person, I am stupid, can't work, can't go to college, at this very moment I am realizing that I am nothing in this huge would, knowing even though all the bad things that have happend to me hasn't ended yet, anytime I could be homeless, and I can't do that. I want to die so much.. :cry: I am trying so hard to hold on but I don't want to anymore.