i want

[depressed_again]

i cant keep fighting it
i dont want to keep fighting it
im sitting here with ***** i just want to take them

i just want the tears to stop
i just want the pain to end
i want to stop being a bitch
i want to stop hurting
i want to stop hurting others
i want to stop being used
i want to not be here
i want to go back in time
i want peace
more than anything,
i want to take these *sob*

 

[vbuk]

you can change all them things. u really can. just one day at a time like we always said. u always told me that.

i know u dont think it but i love you to absolute bits.

you can beat this. we r going to the seaside right?

Clare x

 

[depressed_again]

i'm going somewhere alright

sorry all x