i still remember when i was about 14 years old, it was the summer of 2008, a close friend of mine got into a big fight, my mom & dad were super angry with me for ditching summer school, and i felt really unimportant to the world. i know i was young, i didnt know what to do, but to try and take my life. the thing was, i had no idea how. so i went into the medicine cabinet and just look at least 3-4 pills out of every bottle i found in there... i remember going into my room, sitting on the floor and suddenly began to cry. then i just felt like i couldnt breathe or something and just passed out. i felt like i was out for at least an hour or so. i felt like i was in a dream. i just was in a white place. nothing but pure brightness, but my sister came in & woke me up, well she shook me. i ended up just having to throw up for the next 3 days. i think my body was rejecting all the pills i tried to swallow. anyways... i usually think back on that, i dont know if i died for a minute or so... but all i know is that i had intentions of trying to end my life. this is really anything but my suicide attempt.... soooo...:fatigue: