I tried to take every precaution to make sure I didn't get pushed over the edge. To make sure I didn't get to the point that I was just a few months ago. I failed. I failed bad. All it took was one minor incident at work and it gave me that one final push. Here I am sitting in my office trying to fight back the tears that are sure to come if not here then when I'm home. I don't want to continue in this cycle anymore... The ups.... then the sudden crashes to being extremely low. How am I supposed to fight something so unpredictable? I just can't see a way.