It really is my fault... I'm not interested in the work... i'm not motivated enough... i'm depressed and i don't know how to let him know that... people don't want to hire people who have mental health issues because they'd only bring the company down and waste resources. My boss is a nice guy. I just wish I wasn't such a burden, a wastepile. I'm sad now and haven't cried in a long time. I'm crying because i'm a failure... And now I don't know how I can explain to my family about why i was let go.... they can't understand it... they won't ever accept that I have mental problems... At the same time, I'm relieved that I was let go... I can find other outlets now, other jobs. My birthday is next week, i will be 26. Does my life end there? I don't know what the future holds for me.. and I can't stop crying right now. Life goes on, and its just another year of job-hunting and quitting it after a month or two... because i can't seem to hold onto a job for too long.. I'm afraid.. i'm 26 soon and suppose to have responsibilities but i'm not responsible enough. I'm afraid i'll go down the suicidal route again... My family tells me how great it is that i had a job... how can I tell them I was let go because it was my fault? I can't take it, there is no support, just pain... they will just look me down and give unsupportive comments and make fun of me... inferiority complex... i'm not sure what else i can do.