Well, the past few months have been really hard on me especially. Just a lot has been going on like the loss of my grandma, family conflicts, and just being in this deep depression. I'm taking meds and everything but I still feel so sad. I feel like my life is going no where. I'm 22 and I feel so old already. It's hard for me to do anything. Most of the time I sleep all day and watch tv shows or movies all night. I make to-do lists every day but never get anything done. I rarely spend time with anyone other than my boyfriend. He's the same as I am. I remember a time when we were both happy and active, but I have no idea how to get back there. I just see my life going no where. I own a home now but have no way to pay the bills, I overeat like crazy lately because that's all I CAN do. I get so bored and lonely. Life just hasn't been the same since my grandma has been gone. I miss her every day and feel like I lost this huge part of myself. I just want to be able to function. I want to feel like there's a reason to wake up each day.