I was quite depressed yesterday but not so much today. I have no one to talk to about this and very grateful to stubble across this forum. Through out my whole life I have people walking all over me (analogy). I let them so then I could either fit in or learn the skills in order to make it in my career. I find it extremely difficult to say no. The thing is I don't want to quit as I love what I'm doing and I know the issue is with me. I also allow my family to walk all over me and my dad takes me for granted. I have told him many times no and he still walks all over me. He wants me to live a certain way and I want to live a certain way. It feels like I'm Neil Perry in Dead Poet Society. It just feels like my situation will never change.