I knew it. Everytime I start to think that maybe I'm an ok person, I get knocked down again. I knew I couldn't trust anyone, I knew I was only tolerated and no one really liked me. I knew all that stuff about having good qualities was just a load of bullshit. Please just admit that I don't mean anything to anyone. If someone would just admit that then I could deal with being nothing but scum, rather than having this stupid doubt that maybe it's just depression. I'm not depressed, I really am a piece of shit! All my life people have been telling me that, and I was right to believe them.