i was talking to myself on chat room

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Darker Than Black, Sep 2, 2009.

  1. Darker Than Black

    Darker Than Black Well-Known Member

    i can't find my diary, w/e dear diary, i post this here


    [Darker Than Black] how sad
    [Darker Than Black] or anyone
    [Darker Than Black] can say it was lame
    [Darker Than Black] this
    [Darker Than Black] cyndi
    [Darker Than Black] was like
    [Darker Than Black] "ya apprently"
    [Darker Than Black]
    [Darker Than Black] i didn't know what that meant
    [Darker Than Black] so i searched on google
    [Darker Than Black] what that meant
    [Darker Than Black] i thought
    [Darker Than Black] to myself
    [Darker Than Black] why am i anlayzing
    [Darker Than Black] everything
    [Darker Than Black] over analyzing
    [Darker Than Black] it was just a comment
    [Darker Than Black] i'm so lonley
    [Darker Than Black] god
    [Darker Than Black] smack
    [Darker Than Black] me
    [Darker Than Black] with ur mighty hands
    [Darker Than Black]
    [Darker Than Black] and kill me
    [Darker Than Black] forever
    [Darker Than Black] so
    [Darker Than Black] I ignored her
    [Darker Than Black] for 10 min
    [Darker Than Black] then I was like I'm studying and stuff
    [Darker Than Black] but I wasn't
    [Darker Than Black] why did i do that?
    [Darker Than Black] idk
    [Darker Than Black] maybe cuz
    [Darker Than Black] I didn't know
    [Darker Than Black] her
    [Darker Than Black] at all
    [Darker Than Black] and i liked her
    [Darker Than Black] i just
    [Darker Than Black] idk
    [Darker Than Black] i want to
    [Darker Than Black] rid myself
    [Darker Than Black] of all emotions
    [Darker Than Black] or feelings
    [Darker Than Black] ya
    [Darker Than Black] if that happens
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    [Darker Than Black] i would feel
    [Darker Than Black] i wouldn't
    [Darker Than Black] really
    [Darker Than Black] feel
    [Darker Than Black] i would just be
    [Darker Than Black] like a
    [Darker Than Black] ribit
    [Darker Than Black] robot
    [Darker Than Black] much better
    [Darker Than Black] never
    [Darker Than Black] hurt
    [Darker Than Black] again
    [Darker Than Black] i sound such like a fob
    [Darker Than Black] ya
    [Darker Than Black] cuz i am a fob
    [Darker Than Black] i hoped
    [Darker Than Black] that joining
    [Darker Than Black] the social anxiety
    [Darker Than Black] group therapy
    [Darker Than Black] i could've
    [Darker Than Black] met
    [Darker Than Black] some girls
    [Darker Than Black] that might've been throught
    [Darker Than Black] through
    [Darker Than Black] **
    [Darker Than Black] the same kind of
    [Darker Than Black] or
    [Darker Than Black] similair
    [Darker Than Black] things
    [Darker Than Black] like me
    [Darker Than Black] then
    [Darker Than Black] i wouldn't be single
    [Darker Than Black] like
    [Darker Than Black] this
    [Darker Than Black] i
    [Darker Than Black] wanted t
    [Darker Than Black] to
    [Darker Than Black] be
    [Darker Than Black] with somone
    [Darker Than Black] like
    [Darker Than Black] myself
    [Darker Than Black] but
    [Darker Than Black] how selfish
    [Darker Than Black] and stupid
    [Darker Than Black] what was i going to do
    [Darker Than Black] i
    [Darker Than Black] don't even
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    [Darker Than Black] know how
    [Darker Than Black] to comfort people
    [Darker Than Black] not like i haven't treid
    [Darker Than Black] i tried
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    [Darker Than Black] but nogthing ever worked
    [Darker Than Black] i avoid
    [Darker Than Black] sad
    [Darker Than Black] people
    [Darker Than Black] because
    [Darker Than Black] I get sad
    [Darker Than Black] when they say how sad they are
    [Darker Than Black] look
    [Darker Than Black] theres cyndi
    [Darker Than Black] she send me a msg
    [Darker Than Black] and I was hopinh
    [Darker Than Black] it
    [Darker Than Black] could've been something
    [Darker Than Black] else
    [Darker Than Black] my text was
    [Darker Than Black] cut off
    [Darker Than Black] what a shity
    [Darker Than Black] server
    [Darker Than Black] can't even
    [Darker Than Black] take that?
    [Darker Than Black] whatever
    [Darker Than Black] i dont care
    [Darker Than Black] i was hoping
    [Darker Than Black] there it is again
    [Darker Than Black] this feeling
    [Darker Than Black] i hate it
    [Darker Than Black] yet
    [Darker Than Black] when i have it
    [Darker Than Black] if everything was real
    [Darker Than Black] and she like me too
    [Darker Than Black] would make
    [Darker Than Black] me so happy
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    [Darker Than Black] Happy?
    [Darker Than Black] what a peice
    [Darker Than Black] of shit
    [Darker Than Black] the more
    [Darker Than Black] i talk about being happy
    [Darker Than Black] sometimes
    [Darker Than Black] the more i want
    [Darker Than Black] to die
    [Darker Than Black] will my life
    [Darker Than Black] end up like this
    [Darker Than Black] forever?
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    [Darker Than Black] what was i saying before?
    [Darker Than Black] oh yeah
    [Darker Than Black] oh nvm
    [Darker Than Black] i was hopinh maybe
    [Darker Than Black] this cnydi
    [Darker Than Black] had an account
    [Darker Than Black] here
    [Darker Than Black] i suck
    [Darker Than Black] so she couldve read my post
    [Darker Than Black] and know
    [Darker Than Black] how sad i am
    [Darker Than Black] whatever
    [Darker Than Black] everything
    [Darker Than Black] i do
    [Darker Than Black] i think
    [Darker Than Black] is all bullshit
    [Darker Than Black] i have
    [Darker Than Black] such
    [Darker Than Black] a primative mind
    [Darker Than Black] i really suck
    [Darker Than Black] when it comes
    [Darker Than Black] to realtionship
    [Darker Than Black] gota live with it
    [Darker Than Black] or die with it
    [Darker Than Black] how far can I get
    [Darker Than Black] in this life
    [Darker Than Black] ok
    [Darker Than Black] bey
    [Darker Than Black] bye