if the people in my life truly love me....truly. They would let me go. The only reason i'm still here today is because i don't want to hurt them. People who aren't like me can't understand the emotional pain i go through day in and day out. I don't know why, i never had any bad happen to me, i've had everything i've wanted or needed. I just want death, and i can't..because they can't understand this pain, they don't know what a relief it would be for me to die. Society is flawed. we don't teach people to feel, or understand, to think rationally, we teach rules and punishment. Hell...if they truly loved me, they'd be the one to help me end it. I guess i'm not loved.