I was wrong...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by ~Heather~, Dec 5, 2010.

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  1. ~Heather~

    ~Heather~ Well-Known Member

    I thought things were looking up. Maybe things are better but I'm not.
    I get so stressed out and then I completely collapse into what I am now. I'm scared and alone. I'm not sure what happened but I just fell right back to where I was. I'm so tired of these ups and downs.

    I'm such a terrible person. Why do I have to be this way no matter how hard I try.

    I don't know, I just need someone to say something.
    I don't think I want to die but the idea feels so tempting and the urges get harder to resist as time passes.

    I'm really tired of trying.
  2. GreyCat

    GreyCat Well-Known Member

    YOure not a terrible person. Youre a person who battles depression, so youre a strong person who probably thinks alot more than these wretched happy people!!! Its hard as nails, I know exactly where youre coming from. It comes in waves, ok for awhile and then in hell again. Reach out. talk talk talk!!
  3. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Please don't give up Heather. If at first you don't succeed, try try again. :hug:
  4. Joshuwa

    Joshuwa Well-Known Member

    try tough it out Heather, show the world that you're better than it ever thought you could be
  5. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    indeed your a very good person never forget that :)
  6. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    I hope Heather is okay. :hug:
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