None of us have the choice as to being put here on this earth. You can't do anything about your past, it just is. Yes the future is terrifying when the present is filled with pain and demons. But you have the present. It is the only of the 3 you have. I hope that you try and make it a better place for you to be. Please try to make it through another day. Try to turn that fear into strength. Keep posting your fears and the other members here can maybe help you turn it into something a little less scary. Here's my 2 cents towards making today a little less scary.....:cheekkiss:arms::hug: