Quick summary of the show: Its about the life of Anne Lister a land owner form the 1800`s, the show is based off of her diaries, and letters and some other information that exists about her and her life (yes, she was a real person). She was a lesbian who "openly" lived her life style, but her life because of that, and her strong (and sometimes seen as masculine ) personality, she suffered a lot, and had a difficult life, but never let that stop her, and as she sais, "I rise above it", " its become second nature to me, to ignore the laughts, the comments and the stares".
I really loved the show, and I loved her, and I went to searchmore about her online, and the show is very well researched, and I really enjoied watching it, even as certain thing broke my heart, the problem is, I have finished the first season, the next one only comes out on 2021, but now I find myself constantly thinking about it (the show and Anne Lister), and I feel (I don´t know why) more depressed and saddened, and I feel empty inside, and I don´t understand why? is it because it was sad? I tryed thinking of the positive parts, and focusing on them, and even after I convinced myself that she died happily and lived a good life, I still felt the same...
so Why do I still feel empty? (Someone suggested that it has noting to do with the show, but I don´t know if I agree) and
Why do I think about it so much? I can´t spend an enteire hour without think about her, her life, and the show, ( I see her "face", and scenes from the show).
Why do I feel like shit?
What is wrong with me?
I really loved the show, and I loved her, and I went to searchmore about her online, and the show is very well researched, and I really enjoied watching it, even as certain thing broke my heart, the problem is, I have finished the first season, the next one only comes out on 2021, but now I find myself constantly thinking about it (the show and Anne Lister), and I feel (I don´t know why) more depressed and saddened, and I feel empty inside, and I don´t understand why? is it because it was sad? I tryed thinking of the positive parts, and focusing on them, and even after I convinced myself that she died happily and lived a good life, I still felt the same...
so Why do I still feel empty? (Someone suggested that it has noting to do with the show, but I don´t know if I agree) and
Why do I think about it so much? I can´t spend an enteire hour without think about her, her life, and the show, ( I see her "face", and scenes from the show).
Why do I feel like shit?
What is wrong with me?