I will always be alone. 5 years divorced and my ex has his second gf. I have only one date in that time frame and that was with a guy who eventually became a stalker. I'm feeling like a failure in life. There has to be something wrong with me. I go out and do thing, meet people and go places. I have no one. No companion, few friends. But no one to have a romantic relationship with . When my daughter gets married I will be the odd person out. Maybe I won't be alive then. That gives me a few years; maybe 2 at the most. I feel sad and resentful and want to cry in despair. My daughter says its because I am fat and I have short hair that I can't attract anyone. In that case I should give up since I've been trying to diet and do exercise for several years to no avail. The hair turns grey when it is long which maybe I should dye it.but it is normal colored when short. Besides I've seen other women who are fat and grey get new companions. What is wrong with me?