I have just been doing very well on sertraline 100mg and just reported the good news to my psychiatrist this morning and I thought I am going to be fine now but... I received an email from my employer stating I am FIRED for taking many days off for being sick and he goes on to conclude that my depression is affecting my work and wanted me to agree with him. He wanted me to pay the company 2 weeks salary for breaching the contract. Now all of a sudden, I have all the suicidal thoughts returning back to me again. I don't know how to explain to my psychiatrist. All of a sudden, my world becomes hopeless and dark again. I am badly affected again. My emotions is back - all the crying and tearing up. Damn! The next appointment to see my psychiatrist is 3 weeks from today. I don't have her email to contact her in emergency. -.- guess I am doomed now.