and that's not my depression speaking. I have made a personal choice and decided that when I die I want it to be because I wanted to go. I have researched every possible method. Most of you talk about overdoses in a sad way. See, I'm different.. the best day of my life was when I almost died after an OD. When I think back to that day the main thought I have is, ''WHY DIDNT YOU TAKE A FEW MORE AND IT WOULD HAVE WORKED''. No doubt you'll all read this and think im some sort of lunatic. Im not, far from it actually. I just believe in freedom of choice, something that sadly doesnt exist in this fucked up society.