i will die soon

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by _Lily_, Jun 12, 2012.

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  1. _Lily_

    _Lily_ Forum Buddy

    I want to die and soon , my husband is the only reason am holding on
    He dont understand why i feel like this .
    Its hard to explain some times.
    But i feel everyone would be better off without me being here.
    Am waiting for the right time to do it
    when my husband isnt here and when i can get the stuff i need together
    without my husband knowing what am doing .
    Maybe it will be soon
    i hope its soon can hardly hold on
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    YOU hold onto your husband hun his love his care and you also get into get some professional help ok There will never be a right time hun not for him so please get some help
  3. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    If you have somebody that cares for you hold on to that.Nobody is better off without you as this will cause them to go down hill.Find some help and support you will find things will become bit more clearer.Always hang on as you might feel at ease what you leave will have to face a hard journey things can even out just work on getting your journey better and it can happen.We always here for support too take care
  4. _Lily_

    _Lily_ Forum Buddy

    Talked to my husband about it , he said that i have things to live for
    i know he don't understand why i want to die so much
    things aren't bad i just want to be with my dad ( my dad killed himself last year )
    fathers day is coming up soon and its hard dealing with days like that
    Then the end of July is my dads birthday and then in September its the first anniversary of my dads death
    Its feels like too much to handle my mum is also starving herself because of my dad death
    its either that or her cancer that she had has came back
    she gets results for that in a few weeks time

    still feel the same...
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