i will i do it?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by saint6, Jun 1, 2008.

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  1. saint6

    saint6 Well-Known Member

    i really want to now, i want to go away forever. what scares me the most is that i might actually consider it with the way my life is going. i cant go on with my life living like this, it fucking hurts to wake up, to stay awake every single day.

    no one understand me, no one ever will. i tried to be myself, but no one let me. i tried to express myself, but no one truly understands me. everyone looks at me the same, they look down at me and see a nobody.

    i dont know when or if i will try to leave, but i am having thoughts of actually going through with it this time cause right now i dont feel anything, i really dont care if i die, im just scared of what will come next.:sad:
  2. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I'm sorry you are feeling so low:sad:
    As hard as this sounds, please just try to take one day at a time. People don't look down at you here on SF, so you can continue to get suport from your friends here, If you need to talk, please feel free to PM me, stay safe and take care sweetie :arms:
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