never ever will i take my life. never will i put people around me, my husband, friends, family, through this. never. my friend is telling me he wants to kill himself. theres nothing i can do at this point. ive been talking and talking to him about it, begging and crying. i can only wait for the day to come i guess. it hurts so much, so incredibly much. and im helpless as we live far apart. i cant do anything from here. i feel sick to my stomach, havent been able to stop crying all day. i cant breath. i cant bare the thought of never hearing from him again. my calls, texts, emails forever unanswered. never will i do that to someone. never!