There is a funny thing about roads, they will take you to your destination. I have been on a much travelled road, every once in awhile, exiting or detouring off of it, but only to find myself right back on it again. It's a road that most people travel and many people arrive at the destination. It is the road that leads to Hell. Once again, I find myself walking down that road. But I deserve to be on it. I am the one who fucked up so long ago in the mistakes that I made, that now my family is down to one broken down piece of shit car that is about to die. I am the one who couldnt provide well enough for the past 20 years, choosing instead to hide away in a can or a bottle! Because of all of this, my family suffers today. Did you guys watch the movie, The Passion Of The Christ? There is a scene where Judas is hounded by children and driven and beaten til he comes to a tree and his rope. My bill collectors are those children. I wonder who is mocking or laughing at me, God, or Satan? Either way, I will take my punishment.