I Win Again

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by MoAnamCara, Nov 19, 2012.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I Win Again

    A confused mind
    A fragile soul
    Taking a leap of faith
    Moving forward.

    It’s a scary time
    New and different
    Exciting and terrifying
    Won’t you walk with me?

    To prevent more hurt
    I’ll hold your hand
    But not let you hold mine
    As that would be too risky.

    And if things seem to be okay
    Don’t believe me
    Because I’m scared
    Of this changed life.

    I’ll never be the same
    Or what I was
    I’m trying to understand myself
    And this new normal.

    So I’ll push and push
    And I'll shove you hard
    And I'll hide and run
    To ensure my safety.

    I don’t know
    The why’s or the reasons
    I wish I did
    But I do know that I'm so very sorry.

    I win, again—
    By losing.
  2. Lps

    Lps Well-Known Member

    Is this about pushing people away? I'm so curious about that because I don't really get why people do that. Can you tell me about it?
  3. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    It is safer for me to hurt others before they can hurt me. Thats the ugly, long and short of it.
  4. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    Mo... :arms: I do the same... But please know how much I & others here care.... ALWAYS caring... You can push away... Just know its ok... No matter what please know you are not alone people here care & although from across the pond still caring & a person irl... :hug: hope this makes sense...
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