I wish for things I cannot have, for times that wont happen and things I will not see. I wish for a car, I wish for a guitar. Having the knowledge my wishes will not come true, That is real pain. I see people laughing and people enjoying life. I experience boredom, loneliness, self hate. I wish for relationships unfound, I wish for times of sound. Dive into a bottomless ocean of neglect, and swim with broken arms. Try to stay positive i tell myself, "The is plenty to be happy about." All of the happiness is gone from my life, There is no positive anymore. I wish for a thousand dollars, I wish for a dog with a diamond collar. Angry for what i dont have, only happy for one person. A girl of light and mindfulness. Deserving of the world, but she recieves none. At any moment I would let mine become hers, she would make more use out of this stuff anyways. I wish for a clean slate, I wish for a dead state. If I did not know her it would be easier. I document my sorrows and for what? The actions that could stop this should have been made, but I sit here today without an emotion on my face. I wish for better times, I wish to be nine. cry it up emo boy! sorry, wrote this a while ago when i was bummin bout a girl. just thought id share.