I know you'll all say the same stupid useless bullshit, but I have nobody. Nobody that will listen. Fucking nobody. Just a bottle, man. It's the only thing that acknowledges. Only thing that gives me the time a day. Too broke for a shrink. Can't get help. Tired of holding in and walking with a scowl. I want to break this 40 oz over the next fucking head I see. I can't get rid of this demon, man It's always been with me. Nobody's been there to help kill it. I need somebody to save me from myself, but nobody fucking cares.