I wish I could just go.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by drewlink99, Feb 20, 2010.

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  1. drewlink99

    drewlink99 Member

    I am just wanting to go away, forever.
    I am just so angry at my family, friends, life.
    But, what ever...

    They don't care, and I know it.
    Maybe I should just go.
    I don't even know why I posted this, maybe to say how I feel? (vaguely)
    Oh well.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I hope you don't go. What's wrong?
  3. drewlink99

    drewlink99 Member

    There is too much going on at once, and I can't take everything.
    Going to college, Getting INTO college, SAT's, school, Parents, My mother specifically, I hate her...
    I could go in depth, but whats the point now, right?
    Why tell someone all the details, only to have them leave or laugh
  4. randomguy9

    randomguy9 Put's the "Pro" in Profanity

    If we are here, it is probably becuase we are in the same boat as you are, even if our reason for boarding it is different. I am trying to isolate problems one by one, and get them on the board.

    If you like try doing the same... we are all feeling some sort of **** or another, we could not laugh at you without being complete hypocrits... hope you open up and see if there is hope.
  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    we will not laugh at you .....this is a great place to talk...
    good to get it all out on here...
  6. drewlink99

    drewlink99 Member

    Well, I woke up today with burn marks on my neck, and it was embarrassing all day, I could see people staring... It's not that bad, but they still looked, and they knew what it was.

    I just feel like, it could be easy to go, but every time I go to do it, I get scared, and stop. But I'm human, right?
    I am afraid, but desperate.
    There is nothing left, but to stare blankly at the wall.
    I hate to post this, but I HAVE to get it out.
    (even though it is not important)
  7. randomguy9

    randomguy9 Put's the "Pro" in Profanity

    Dont feel pointless... no life is more important then others. I for one, and glad to see you are ok.

    Try to take the advice i gave you in chat as soon as you can... i know its another few days before you can.
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