But...I dont think anyone really gives a crap anymore. I feel like that old, what's the use of it/what's the point, mentality. I mean....hell, I dont even know what I mean. I just know...there is waaaayyyyy too much on my plate, and no one gives a crap. So whatever.... Friends are dying, or soon will be. Soon my support structure will be gone as it is crumbling all around me everyday.