I am so dam tired of keeping up a good front,,saying everything is cool,,I am fine. when inside I am screaming,,just let me die. When a horse or even your pet dog gets to the point that it is suffering,,they say it is time to put it down. Why cant they give me the same respect as a dog,,when can I get put down to end my suffering. Dont we (I) as humans get the same respect as a dam dog,they shoot horses dont they?