I am so done. I am trying to wean off shit medication that has done nothing for me, I have an autoimmune disease that stiffens my skin. If not for my fear of hell, my loving, devoted husband and my new grandchild, I would be gone. I have had multiple meds, multiple therapists, etc. There is no use to ‘living’ like this. I am in intense therapy for my ocd, anxiety and depression, I would destroy my family’s life and I just can’t do that but how long can one go on like this?