My heart hurts it's as simple as that. These past couple of years have really taken their toll on me. I don't like what I have turned into, I want to be alone all the time. And the person I love won't love me back. *sigh* Depression is a strange thing, it comes and goes, sometimes I just cry and cry and others I'm just numb and don't give a **** about anything. I just wish I had someone to open up to. The person who I thought I could has turned. People always turn on me, I must be doing something wrong! I just want a shoulder to cry on every now and then, is that too much to ask? I literally have no one you don't know how that feels. It's super hard to function without the support i need. im just sick of getting hurt.