I feel like all the things that were important to me no longer hold any meaning. I have tried to commit suicide twice, but was unsuccessful. I have suffered from depression for a very, very long time. I have no motivation left to achieve anything and spend half my time staring into space or crying. Everything is slipping away. I have so many problems that I don't even know what to talk about and where to start. I feel hollow, sick and life is a burden. The only reason why I try my best to not to kill myself is my parents. They have done so much to help me but nothing can help me now.