I wish i were dead. I wish I were dead. I wish I were dead. There's no one to talk to. No one to care. No one to trust. I just want sleep and silence and peace and to feel that I am Ok. To not hate myself. :lost: :hiding: I'm being used and I know it. It's blatant. It isn't even subtle. And I'm not blinded by emotion. If I were dead it wouldn't matter. I clearly can't cope. Clearly will never be normal. I wish I had enough passion to kill myself. Or enough discipline to stop eating so I could lose weight. Or enough discipline and self-worth to say STOP.