I wish it was over

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Crimsonsorrow, May 30, 2010.

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  1. Crimsonsorrow

    Crimsonsorrow Active Member

    I wish it was over...

    For nearly three years now my life has been reduced to a a mere existential type life. For three years I have endured all the pain both mental and physical stemming from my dwindling health situation. Once again I feel as if I was in a huge pit from which I cannot get out.

    Its just that I feel so empty now and so hollow with nothing but the pain telling me that Im alive only physiologically speaking. Everyday I just gaze at life with an empty stare of a person who just wants to get it over with. I dont know what to do how long can I continue to exist like this. Im 21 now and before the accident when I was 18 years old I thought that finally life would start looking up to me... yet now I feel so lonely, I dont know what to do...
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What happened? And if you'd rather not go into it, that's okay too.
  3. Ldub20

    Ldub20 Well-Known Member

    I've been down your path and experienced full-blown depression at 21. It sucks balls majorly.
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