I attempted suicide early last month via pill overdose. My mom found out, called the ambulance. I was sent to pump out the pills and to be overturned to the psychiatic ward for recovery. As fate would have it, I was a transwoman to be thrown into a male psychiatric ward for the next 10 days. From the moment I entered there, to the moment I exited the place, I was overrun with sexual harassments, sexual solictations, attempted rapes, male flashers, being called a gay man by both the nurses, trainee nurses, and patients. I couldn't even sleep, but I was supposed to, since guys would attempt to whatever me in my sleep. Was it kind of them? Did I deserve that? I really don't know... This experience only endevoured me to really succeed in my next attempt.