I havent self harmed continuously in a few years now. Ive had a few slip ups but thats it. Lately ive been way more depressed than ever and these urges to cut are way more stronger than ever. I feel like my mind isnt my own anymore. I know i have to see a therapist and ive been trying to work that out. But has anyone felt this way? Where when you get that low you dont even feel like its really your own brain anymore? Ugh. I just feel the need to cut so badly.