I wish..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Jewel, Apr 13, 2007.

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  1. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    I feel so alone. I am so scared. I cant do this no more. I want to die.

    Everything I need is here, all pills, booze and a knife

    I'm sorry.

    Goodbye:sad:
     
  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Jewel, MSN, Now!!!

    You can get through this!! I know you can!

    :hug: :hug:
     
  3. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Why are you scared honey?

    You have reached out for help, and hopefully the responses will help you see you are not alone.

    Could you call a crisis line? like the samaritans or something else? Or go and talk to a family member or friend? If you feel this bad, maybe you could consider going to A&E, or the ER (whichever you call it).

    Do you have any professional support, like a therapist or anyone?

    Hang in there and keep fighting.
     
  4. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    It's allready too late, I'm sorry
     
  5. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    It's only too late if you are dead.

    What makes you say it is too late?
     
  6. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    I don't feel so good..

    I took all the pils, and cut my wrist..

    I hope it won't take too long..
     
  7. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    A death from an OD is often very long, weeks, months, and very painful, so yes, it will probably take a while, and your friends and family might have to watch you die.

    Why not go to hospital and get some help, that will make you feel physically better, and hopefully they can provide you with some mental support too
     
  8. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    What means OD
     
  9. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    OD is an overdose, like what you have done your pills.
     
  10. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    Okay, but on internet the say it does'nt take long, I found it on a site where they help people who wanna die..
     
  11. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    But it does hurts.. Please let it go quikly!
     
  12. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    It will hurt, and if you don't get help, it will hurt for an awful lot longer, weeks, months, etc. At least if you go to the hosp and get some help then they can stop your physical pain.

    No one can make it stop but you. And you can make your physical pain stop.
     
  13. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Sorry, saw this second to the other one.

    Tablets have a different effect on everyone. Pro-death forums are often unreliable. This might not kill you, just hurt you greatly, liver failure, heart problems, stomach problems.
     
  14. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    No, If I go to the hosp they think i'm a freak, Then they put me away in some kind of instetucion, because I did this offten..

    I just want to die..
    I feel so alone, I don't wanna be alone anymore!
    I want to go, go to my friends, and sister in heaven..
     
  15. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    They won't think you are a freak, they will see that you are clearly ill and need some help.

    If they did admit you to a hospital, then maybe you could get some good quality help, and feel better than you do now.

    Darling you may FEEL alone, but that does not mean that you are. Do you have other family? Remember that there are people on this site rooting for you. Maybe you could try chat tonight, talk to someone.

    You might want to go to your friends and sister, but they wouldn't want that. They wouldn't want you to join them this way, I am sure. They would want you to get some help for your illness, and keep fighting. They want you to live a long happy life and they will see you in the future. But joining them this way, in these circumstances, I am sure they would not want that.
     
  16. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    I wanna chat, but it doesnt work.. stupid computer.. :'(
     
  17. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Maybe there are ways to fix the computer so you can chat, but trying to do that now would not be sensible as ideally you need to get yourself some help.

    Then you can come back and find a way to chat. Often if you post in troubleshooting, someone can help you find a way to solve it, but that will take too long right now.
     
  18. Jewel

    Jewel Well-Known Member

    I wanna go to a hospitall now .
    but my euyes hurt. and can't feel my legs.. I feel tired.. I wanna sleep,,
    omg
     
  19. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    ok, it's excellent that you want to go to hospital.

    Call an ambulance now, and tell them exactly what you have taken, when, what with, etc.

    STAY AWAKE!
     
  20. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Please get yourself to the hospital, Jewel.

    Please call 112 and get to the hospital!
     
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