I try as hard as I can sometimes but it doesn't matter what I do. I try but I still can't get a girl yet people have told me that they love nice guys. What Liars. A guy dated a girl for only a week as nice guy but yet when he was a total jerk and used a different girl for sexual activity somehow they last for 6-9 months. Im such a failure and now Im having suicidal thoughts again at the realization of how I have no real friends or any real chances of making any nor any feelings that I can use to help me get some. Cutting myself sounds better but I don't do it but I probably deserve it. Why not just give up? Im a failure anyway.