Hey all
Perhaps some of you know, that Ive been seeing a psychiatrist for some time.
The plan for yesterday was seeing my psychiatrist and speaking about changing my medication since i felt that i wasnt responding to it well enough... and today i was supposed to have an appointment with the clinic, where i wanted to start a stationary therapy, which i also told my psychiatrist
Instead of letting me do that, my psychiatrist suddenly told me, after about 5 minutes of speaking to him with my dad, that he had to send me to the psych ward for being "suicidal" which i wasnt at that point
I wanted to beat depression but instead i was betrayed by him
Well im on a hunger strike right now either they let me go or i will die of thirst
I fcking hate my parents
They knew how bad it was for me in the psych ward, instead of letting me seek help in a clinic, they expressed their "concern" and that they couldnt sleep at night because of me
Well i definitely wont move back home ever again
I hate my parents so much now
They used to be my reason to seek help in the first place
I wont ever speak to them or to any psychiatrist again
If depression kills me or i die of thirst, so be it, i cant get any help anyway
Perhaps some of you know, that Ive been seeing a psychiatrist for some time.
The plan for yesterday was seeing my psychiatrist and speaking about changing my medication since i felt that i wasnt responding to it well enough... and today i was supposed to have an appointment with the clinic, where i wanted to start a stationary therapy, which i also told my psychiatrist
Instead of letting me do that, my psychiatrist suddenly told me, after about 5 minutes of speaking to him with my dad, that he had to send me to the psych ward for being "suicidal" which i wasnt at that point
I wanted to beat depression but instead i was betrayed by him
Well im on a hunger strike right now either they let me go or i will die of thirst
I fcking hate my parents
They knew how bad it was for me in the psych ward, instead of letting me seek help in a clinic, they expressed their "concern" and that they couldnt sleep at night because of me
Well i definitely wont move back home ever again
I hate my parents so much now
They used to be my reason to seek help in the first place
I wont ever speak to them or to any psychiatrist again
If depression kills me or i die of thirst, so be it, i cant get any help anyway