I'm not going to kill myself! I"m going to find a way to make him talk to me again! I'm not going out like that!! And I know I'm going to be famous when I get older for something..Something good.. I hope you guys can do the same thing..Go out and pursue things..try different things..Most of you are gorwn..I"m not and I"m not allowed to do anything! But I have great friends and I like to listen to myself!!. I hope I encourage somebody!