I really need someone to talk to, rant to, whatever. I am a boy of the age of 15. My mother despises me, but somewhere inside me I still long for her attention. Tonight, she told me she hated me and didnt want me home for Christmas. She left the house to go to her father's because she did not feel like dealing with me or my stepfather. She thinks I am too cynical and a horrible person to all around me. I dont disagree, I really do have an issue with people. I cant stand idiocy, and on days like this... About twenty minutes ago I tried to xxxxxxxx, but did not succeed (obviously). I need anyone to speak to, preferably an adult. I dont do so well with kids around me. My homework load is large, as I go to an early college high school. I have been crying my eyes out for the past hour and a half. Please.