that doesn't mean im not hurting, i think about suicide alot
i would cut myself but i dont want scars
i would punch myself but i don't want bruises
i would drink a whole lot or swallow pils but i dont want to damage my liver
i would suffocate myself but i dont really want to , what if it didnt work and i just got brain damage, same with drowning / hanging
i would electrocute myself but what if it hurt
im suffering, i feel like sh*t im sick of this but i still dont really want to die, so i just sit there depressed moping. I dont care about myself, i verbally abuse myself i try and beat myself down into depression, sometimes i think i want to feel depressed and sorry for myself in a sort of emotional self harm kind of way
last night i was drunk and xxxxxxx was on my mind, i wouldn't do it but i constantly want to
i would cut myself but i dont want scars
i would punch myself but i don't want bruises
i would drink a whole lot or swallow pils but i dont want to damage my liver
i would suffocate myself but i dont really want to , what if it didnt work and i just got brain damage, same with drowning / hanging
i would electrocute myself but what if it hurt
im suffering, i feel like sh*t im sick of this but i still dont really want to die, so i just sit there depressed moping. I dont care about myself, i verbally abuse myself i try and beat myself down into depression, sometimes i think i want to feel depressed and sorry for myself in a sort of emotional self harm kind of way
last night i was drunk and xxxxxxx was on my mind, i wouldn't do it but i constantly want to
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