Thanks for the reply,
I've had depression for about five years along with various other things, I'm in a much better place than I was last year. I just can't seem to shake this 'want', or this feeling that I shouldn't be here.
I know I have so much to live for, and that I'd hurt many people (probably =\ ) which is probably what is still keeping me here.
I just think it wouldn't hurt any more if I wasn't here.