id like to appologise to everyone in chat yesterday when i had my breakdown. i was in the process of committing and very selfish!!! im so sorry!!! im in a much better place in my head now. my wife and children brought me back from a dark place. luckily enough i hadnt gone to far and could remedy it all at home. i hope i didnt cause any offense through selfishness!!! i will work hard on helping the family of SF - everyone here deserves a reward of medals, trophies and certificates for kindness and effort and warm heartedness. IM SORRY!!!